February 2012
13 posts
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can't wait to sleep alone tonight
words i never thought i’d say.
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is this it? is this it? is this it?
i can’t think cause i’m just way too tired
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i bob hope that i might one night stand a chance
Fuckinnnnnnnnnnnnnn A
got slapped with some truth today
sometimes all it takes is some outsider perspective to make you see what’s really going on.
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Stockholm Syndrome
Both the blink 182 song and the actual phenomenon.
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i hate getting left alone with my thoughts
if i wasn’t so dead inside i would’ve bawled my eyes out
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Being in a nonrelationship is just as much work as...
This has become painfully clear to me over the last few months.
January 2012
10 posts
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scott tenorman must die is on.
i can now go to bed happy.
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it's like being in a horrific nightmare, and...
pretty much sums up the last two years of my life.
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ughhh
i’m officially old. happy birthday to me!
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“The only thing that kept me alive was my will to smoke again.”
– Dale Gribble
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Was everything you ever told me a lie?
Worst of all, did I know it the whole time?
December 2011
12 posts
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first i cried for him and then i cried for me
haunted by the ghost of the girl i used to be
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Cause when I'm gone
You’ll be calling but I won’t be at the phone
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listening to the strokes until i pass out
because it’s 2003 and that’s suddenly cool again.
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Handling all of my problems by consuming large...
This will work for now.
Today was the absolute worst day of my life
I thought I hit bottom but that one fell out and I fell a thousand more feet to a new one.
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Gotta try, gotta try for tomorrow
When you can’t see through today.
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I have to stop acting like dating someone, falling in love, and being happy is abnormal.
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Next week I will have officially completed my associate’s degree! It’s not much, but it’s a start.
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One of my biggest flaws is that I continually, knowingly set myself up for crushing, heartbreaking failure, and the damndest thing is I almost like it. It’s as if I thrive off of it. I need to get out of this life for a while. Now to find someone to trade with…
I feel like I just got emotionally curb stomped. Fuck everyone.
November 2011
16 posts
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“Bobby! Never run in a parking lot! Those cars look parked but they could be...”
– Hank Hill
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“Alcohol! It’s a neon sign from God!”
– Khan Souphanousinphone
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I’m waiting for the day when I start to act my age and become a productive member of society. I really hate how much of a screw up I am.
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I'll be seeing you, in all the old familiar places
I’ll find you in the morning sun, and when the night is new. I’ll be looking at the moon, but I’ll be seeing you.
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“They were shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, a...”
– Noah Calhoun
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Times have changed and times are strange; Here I...
Mama I’m coming home.
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if i was to lose the 35 pounds i want to
i would be such a fashionable person.
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i just realized i have my dad's smile
and that makes me smile.
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“I get more looks and stares than that bank teller that’s in between...”
– Hank Hill, on supposedly introducing a snake to Arlen.
in the worst funk i can remember being in in...
someone save me from myself.
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In a perfect world, your face would not exist. In...
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Someone knock the stars out of my eyes
I need a reminder that you left when I needed you most.